Up and down, everyday. Literally and mentally.
I’m wrapped up in this mind of mine. How do I get out!? Trapped in my own self.
Passion has little to do with euphoria and everything to do with patience. It is not about feeling good. It is about endurance. Like patience, passion comes from the same Latin root: pati. It does not mean to flow with exuberance. It means to suffer.
– House of Leaves, Daphne Kaplan’s The Courage to Withstand
November 11th, 2012
My future is blurry, I’m not really sure what I want to do. I feel I have been going crazy! I want space! The walls ate caving in. I’m starting to break! The niceness is seeping out of my skin and the don’t give a fuck is coming out.